August 2010
4 posts
my first flashmob was amazing! eventhough it was so obvious but then like oh wth. just go with the flow. :) i miss dancing so much. my partner is amazing :) he help me through the steps too. :) the people are great and everybody was having so much fun! next we’re gonna dance at raffles city on the 18th! aiseyman!
July 2010
1 post
June 2010
3 posts
NOW I REALLY NEED ZAHARAH BTE ADAM.SH EWOULD UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.
May 2010
4 posts
i want more VANS SHOES!!!!
ITE EAST 2010 NZ1004A
i know i havent been posting my daily life. reason?lazy.okay.i’m now currently schooling at ite simei.course?electrical engineering.class?NZ1004A.who do i miss?my sisters!my friends!where are u guys?why sume hilang hilang?haish.i’m having a blast in ite.great friends by my side.even though i know them for only a month.there’s suhai,nabilah,ain,elfy,ashaidil,azwan,din,aidil...
April 2010
15 posts
today was fun. i think. saw khai alot of time. today have telematch. so no studying today. i didnt play the games cos i have my menses. suckish! i would have play if i havent got it. everyone was in my face. like literally. their legs and knees and private parts.. khai was so near to me that his knees was in my face. he is so cute. he always interrupt my moment with the camera. grrrrrr…
you are the most impossible guy ever.
you are the most impossible guy ever. i thought you would understand. but you are just the same. i’ve been waiting for you but today i just find out you are already taken. wtf? the least you could do is tell me. i never did anything wrong. you said you like me. then? now? useless. whatever. i just pray that you and her last long okay? i’m mad. but everything happens for a reason...
guess what. my nenek dance with me to a song called down my jay sean. she’s awesome
i’m in school now!!!!!!!! my teacher is old. and we have no idea what he is talking about. lol. anyway. lovfe the peeps
now i’m seriously having doubts. idk if you’re pulling away from me or you have reasonable excuses. you’re gonna be the death of me. i just have to let go.. another 12 more hours and it’s your 17th birthday. i hope you celebrate it well and i will give your present through your friend so you don’t have to see my face okay?
why are you so sexy? you’re really a sexylicious bomb do you know that?
i feel wrong! i’m sorry. i love you. i didn’t mean to. sorry nenek syg ku..
today i learn something by watching tv. never hold back. give it your best shot. if you fail try and try again. there’s something in life that amazes you. it’s full of surprises. you will know where life is heading but you will not know how will it end. to be honest , to me life is important. yes sometimes you wish your life would end soon but think again. will it make you happy? life...
i didnt text him today :)and i feel nothing:)
i regret nothing. yes i may feel the regret but i’ll try not to. cos everything happens for a reason right? i hope he sees someone good in the future and we can still be friends in the future. i know it’s tough now. but who knows somewhere in the future? all these things can not be rushed. therefore i hope we will accidentally meet very soon cos i miss you my dear… love and...
you think you’re a fucking fucker who can get any girls? you think i’m some toy so that you can play around with? i’m a fucking human being you bastard! shit you! you’re an asshole! you shit hole! you’re no better than my exs.. just using for sex huh. well haha!! too bad asshole!
March 2010
28 posts
GRRRRRRR. WHY ME????!!! WHY?????!!!!! I LIKE YOU AND I THINK I LOVE YOU. BUTTTTTT. THERE’S ALWAYS THE BUTTTTT… WHY???? FORGET ITTTTTT…
asl lah kene cam gini. aku dah tk leh tahan kau buat aku cam gini. aku dah puas cukop rase cam gini.
i had a blast with hafiz today! aku suke. we went wild wild wet with his friends. jumadi is there. the one who likes to disturb my babat. but i was freaking shy…… with mim rozza shuk fad and the other 2 guys i forgot the name. with 2 little kids! the adeq love to kiss on the lips. haha. first. went into the pool. then went to the big slide. gerek pe. hafiz sat beside me. then after...
today was fun. meet zara at 215 in the train. trained to orchard to find clothes. wanted to buy a cab but later decided not to cos i aint that rich bitch! hahha. then trained to bugis. ate pastamania. my first pastamanian meal. fucking delicious.
cashier lady : what would you like to order?
me : cheesy crumble ham.
cashier lady : what about drinks?
me : ice tea.
cashier...
meeting zara tmr for an outing with her. freaking miss her lah. my laughter my tears my agony my jealousy my everything. i rmbr how e used to do alot together in class. going through pains together. she’s like my big and small sis at the same time. cant wait to go out with her tmr and hang out at coffeebean and blog about it tmr after the outing with her. love ya sista!!!
i’m back home like finally. glad to be home from celebrating MIA KHALISA BTE AZMAN THANI ‘s birthday. my adorable 5 yo niece. met aishah cuzzy and adir el and afiq. miss them. fucking fat sia me. eating alot. haish. chocs, fried chicken. bbq chicken. freaking spicy mee goreng that made my stomach crazy and i pooed like alot. haha!ok lah. me wanna watch scooby dooby doo.
at around 10 i reached home. freaking tired. i actually slept at the hospital for like an hour. at least thats what my dad told me. freaking tired. i have no idea why. maybe i’m bored thats why. hmmm. Alhmdulillah that my brother is okay. on the other hand i keep thinking about hafiz. maybe when i text him i feel calm. but he can’t seem to be bothered. so like yeah. i really have to...
being scared right now for him. i don’t know if he’s gonna be okay or what. i just pray for the best and hope he doesnt get any side effects…..
“Humans like choices, but don’t like to make them.”
– Richard Titus, a good buddy of mine, with a brilliant observation. (via moth)
today was fucking tiring. went to danceworks. reach there at 10. homed at 8. saw nizam! miss him banyak banyak! i miss my bubs airah and efa and aisah and eqa and filzah and wardah. cant forget adib jazli and nabil.unfortunately we did not win. i was like wtf. aiyo…….
am i in the right world? am i in the right place? i feel lost and pre occupied. i feel strange and weird.
i’m basically torturing myself by not eating rice and healthy food for the whole week. basically i’m not eating rice at all. now i’m having a really bad stomach pain which i can’t endure. really can’t. i don’t seem why i have to care. nobody does. kalau ade pun tu seriously nasib shit sia. YOU USE ME ONCE YOU PUT ME AWAY. YOU USE ME TWICE YOU THROW ME AWAY. i...
i think i’m getting over him. i don’t want because of him i go crazy. i’m not going to that path again. not anymore. yes i start falling for him but after a while nah. better off as friend. he have his own life while i have my own! good luck bro! still respect you bradder! hmm now. i very damn tired and lazy to do anything. haha. wardah texted me and she said that she was singing...
morning sunshines! i had a hard time sleeping yesterday night. i slept around 3 i think. woke up at 5 to wake up my father and brother. sleep back and woke up at 10. good. wah. still tired. woke up with my sickness worse than yesterday. my ankle sprained. had no idea why. feeling hungry at the moment but i’ll eat later. i texted him him the last msg yesterday. saying i’m sorry for...
when you tell me that your lover text you saying that she misses you and stuff, ok, i was ok with that. so i said to myself we are done. yes i was pissed at first. but then i’m ok. so i went to facebook and got a msg from him. i read it and A NEEDLE STING MY HEART! i was damn fucking like WHAT THE HELL! you freaking use me? that’s low. real low. even for you. how could you? i thought...
grocery shopping!
today…hmm.went to old tamp rd to get my cheque. got $368.25. hahah. but got to give ayah back 200 bucks cos nak bukak bank acc. thne went to takashimaya to grocery shop. hahah. tak glam but it was fun. and wardah said it was tiring? aiyo! prangai sumpah gemok!hahah. love u babe. thanks for temaning me until home. at ice cream first then o home. it was fucking heavy lah the things. but we...
i went out ytd with nadya wardah and zara. had a blast with them! went to lau pa sat firs to eat. then to city hall just to chill there. and after that to raffles place for zara and wardah to pray. went home about 9.we took pictures. literally being crazy about it and love so hard.(nadya with her burok face when she’s laughing at wardah).i guess when we go out together it really brings us...
sick sick sick!
today i’m bloody sick. i woke up with a sore eyes. bad backache. and a very bad sore throat. but i have to wake up cos i’m going out with my girls. wanted to not go but i will get them upset. hmm. didnt want to dissapoint my girls. but i have freaking no idea on what to wear! i guess i’ll wear batman shirt tucked in black skinnies. i want to go shopping but too bad i cant. cos i...